Wishing I could fly as high as a butterfly
I wanna have wings and fly away from this awful place
Let's pray and hope a grateful angel will hear my prayers
People don't understand how I feel deep down inside
Where are my wonderful wings to get away from this place?
Mama doesn't understand how bad I need my wings
That's all I ever wanted was to fly away from everything I was taught
Everything I was taught so wrong
At night I dream I'm flying with butterfly's and angel's and there my only friends
There wings are with beautiful colors light pink with baby blue
Finally I feel happy, but then I hear the horrible screaming coming from outside
Mama is dead and Papa killed her
I thought I was away from this horrible place and away with my wonderful friends
But I was wrong to ever thing something so wonderful could happen to me
Papa comes in and tells me that Mama has ran away, but little does he know I saw him killed her
Since then dreadful dreams of Mama screaming comes in my head and fills my ears to death
I can't talk it anymore where are my wings to get away from here?
Here's the night where I committed suicide I decided
As I write this letter to Papa telling him I saw him killing Mama
No tears stream down my face and how Mama's screaming fills my ears
There's that precious knife as I slowly raise it and cut my wrist dying in my cold blood
I see something so bright and wonderful
An angel is there waiting for me with a pair of extra wings
She tells me that here are my wings that I've been waiting all my life
Tears stream down my check as I finally fly away from that horrible place I've been so long
I now know I'm finally home away from it all