Broken Roller Coaster

I am nervous as I approach
The tracks that seem so scary
The operator has warned me of the pain that awaits;
I hear but I'm not listening

I know the screams of others
Screams of excitement, fear, and bliss
This feeling fills the air around me
And now I hate this long line I'm in

I climb into the seat
And the workers strap me down
I am shaking more than ever
But fear is not what I have met

I am stripped of all my being
An ice cold breeze surrounds this place
The car lurches me up to the high
And my heart begins to pace

First it started off smooth
The gentle wind lulling and calming me
Then it got a little more rough
The wind a blur, now I can't see

Having the time of my life
And then comes the unexpected turn
Being thrown through loops and twists
I felt I was becoming sick

I should have thought about it longer
And been concerned with the painful duration
Because something didn't feel right
I screamed out of worry and realization

I finally closed my eyes and gave up
Decided it wasn't what I wanted
Then a break appeared in the tracks
And I was left to a painful conclusion.

-I don't know if everyone will understand what this is about, but I wrote *Pre* before and *This Broken Roller coaster* Afterwords. Also, read the comment left by me on *Pre* you will understand a lot more. Thanks for reading!-