Do you think I’m proud of what I did?
Do you think I’m satisfied?
Do you think I’m sitting here laughing
about all those times I lied?
Do you think I liked how I acted?
Do you think I liked being fake?
Do you think I’m glad
that I made a really big mistake?
Do you think I’m proud of not being myself?
Do you think I liked this a lot?
Do you think I’m enjoying this?
The truth is that I’m not.