Everyday

I see you coming towards me
walking in your snobby way,
your eyes meet mine, I feel scared,
I decide to turn away.
I’m not sure what I should do,
so I turn to see,
if you’re planning anything
and you’re still staring back at me!
Your evil stare burns my eyes
and fills me with so much pain.
So I go off to my SOSE class
and you walk past me again!
You walk up to the window,
and stare into the room.
What is it that you’re trying to do?
Get me in trouble I assume.
I stop looking out the window,
I don’t want to see your face
and eventually you walk off,
to some unknown place.
Eventually the class ends
but you’re still right outside,
my heart beats really fast,
my stomach churns inside.
I start to breathe uncontrollably,
my eyes are blurry, I can’t see.
I get so dizzy and so scared
I can’t tell if you’re staring at me.
I feel like I’m about to faint,
my friends lead me away.
Fifteen minutes later I’m in control
sitting in the sick bay.
They sent me to my class,
I have to do P.E.
and you’re in the next room
staring back at me.
This is when I lose control,
I start to feel sick,
I feel so hurt and angry
and my tears start falling thick.
In awhile the class ends,
so I go to my locker bay,
and you just keep watching me,
“Ignore her,” my friends say.
I get through the rest of my day,
with you staring at me,
and finally when it all ends,
I am feeling free.
But I see you after school,
and you just stop and stare,
this whole thing is so pathetic
and no teachers seem to care.
So I’m forced to live on,
with my life this way,
and the worst thing about it is
It’s like this every day