Faith in happiness

I believed that my actions could be erased,
That they’d just, disappear.
I thought that I could change your mind
And that would end my fear.
I trusted that the angels would fix it

And they’d send me in the right way,
I was certain that my life would be good
In just another day.

I believed that it’d be better
That faith was enough for me to go on
It was all I had to believe in
It was all that kept me strong.
So many days,
When I believed it all was true,
But also days
When it was ripped apart because of you.

Now that faith lies on my floor,
And is not believed anymore.
I traded my belief for pain
And I’ll never get it back again.