God tells me

I use to think he loved me,
I use to think he cared,
I use to think whenever something went wrong he would be there.

But he tells me when we talk he suffers that its only a reminder of what he cant have,
He wants to distance himself so again he can be glad.

I don't understand i wanna be friends,
Why do we have to make it all end,

Life isnt fair as my tears have shown,
And there are precious things in life that just have to be thrown,

But this is a person i need to keep Because with out him it feels as if Ive been put to sleep.

Hes one of those friends that like you allot,
And always seem to put you in that spot,

You wanna be friends and maybe more,
even though you seem to ignore.

He needs some time for himself i understand,
But why cant he suck it up and be a man!

His feelings for me are much too deep,
Sometimes it makes me wanna weep.

Why me?
Why now?
God how the hell was this aloud?
I'm so confused
How can this be?
Please tell me God before i beg and plea!

"YOU ACT TO NICE TO HIM, YOUR MUCH TOO SWEET, YOUR SOMETHING RARE HE WANTS TO KEEP, YOUR BEAUTIFUL IN HIS EYES THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES HIM WANNA CRY, YOU COMPLETE HIS WORLD AND MIDNIGHT DREAMS, YOU MAKE HIM WANNA YELL AND SCREAM...YOUR JUST AN ANGLE SENT FROM MY KINGDOM ABOVE, YOUR SOMEONE HE TRULY DOSE LOVE."

With this said i close my eyes hoping tomorrow this would all become a lie.