This feeling I'm experiencing is different to me.
I've started to like you, but you don't see.
Your so far away, you don't even know.
To you I'm just some girl, maybe a hoe.
I listen to you, I think I'm your friend.
I like you so much, but I don't want that to end.
You don't know how I feel, you never will.
It feels like I'm a cat watching you from a windowsill.
I want you as mine, to call my man.
I like you so much, even though your not tan.
I'm scared to tell you, I don't want to pay.
The cost might be our friendship, the cost might be my happiness.
You might just say why we cant cuddle, hold hands or kiss.
So I wont say a single thing.
Maybe you'll find out, but what will that bring?
If you do find out I hope that you don't tell me.
Unless its to say that my boyfriend you'll be.