I loved and trusted you,
I thought you loved me too.
But a grandpa dosen't show his love that way,
That I know today.
I always knew that something was wrong,
I always felt like I didn't belong.
When other kids told what they and their grandpa did,
I just thought “Man, you’re lucky kid”.
You always offered to babysit me,
What was it my parents couldn't see?
Didn't they know what was going on?
Didn't they notice that I was withdrawn?
The first time you ever touched me,
It felt like I was never again gonna be free.
It turns out I was right,
Even though I fight, I'm still in your might.
You broke all the boundaries I had
Toke my freedom away, and made my life sad.
My life was never the same again,
The first time you touched me, my life went down the drain.
Even though you're dead now,
I can never forget how,
You toke my innocence away,
And how the memories haunt me everyday.
You told me that it was our secret, and I could never tell,
Guess what?! I never did, and I still live in my shell.
You never got a home you deserved, a cold and clammy cell,
And even though I'm never gonna forgive you, it helps me knowing, you’ll burn in hell.
