The feeling to love

I put my trust in you
thinking that you were the one.
I let myself start to care,
but now you've left me alone.

I thought we had something great.
I was sure you'd understand.
I was foolish for thinking you'd stay,
but I was hoping you were different.

Relationships are so hard for me.
It's hard to get past the numbness,
so when I finally shared my feelings
It hurt when you didn't want to listen.

It was then I knew it wouldn't work.
Why would I think it could?
How can I love others, including you
When I can't even love myself?