Universal Hate

I walk around
With a mistaken identity
Pretending to be someone I'm really not
Making people think I'm this person
An individual who is entirely happy
With who they are
What they've accomplished
And everything that is ahead of them in the future
But that's now who I am
Not who I am at all
It's thanks to the blindness
The stupidity of those who encircle me
Each and everyday
Who think they know everything
How my life is inside out
When really all they see in a mere glimpse
A glimpse that is almost too close
To nothing
They don't know what its like
To live a life
Being thought you're someone you're really not
No one knows
Nor will they ever
Until they can find a way to put themselves in my shoes
In my position
In my static vision of life
They don't see how much it hurts to walk around
Thinking everyone hates you
Thinking everyone knows you enough
To feel hate
After all
That's all I ever feel when I am around other people
How I am a walking disgrace
A worthless girl who is a disgust to the world
And how I have nothing better to do than to feel sorry for myself
But the thing is,
I know its true
I know I am a disgrace
And I know that I'm revolting
Because of the way I have to hide myself
The way I have to pretend to be like everyone else
In order for them to like me
To appreciate me
And to basically be considered normal
But no matter how much I get them to like me
To value this person I put on just barely
I'm the only one that's truly being fooled
Deceived of my own real identity
Because I know that I can't live my own life
Without being hated
Despised
And Ridiculed
By a world entirely, including myself.

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