Secret feelings

Another secret meeting
Oh boy my heart was beating
You cant find out
You will begin to shout
Don't know who i want to be
You jus don't see
Who i am
I'm in a jam
I don't want anyone to hurt
But sometimes you make me feel like dirt
Like you just don't care
Its so not fair
I'm in a bind
What will i find
That you understand
Or that alone i will stand
You are my mother
Yet sometimes me you smother
You are my father
But sometimes, i feel like I'm a bother
My parents you are
With you I may go far
But if you don't change
It may shorten my range
If you don't lighten up
I may be beggin for change with a cup
I might not go as far
I might not have a car
So take it easy
It wont make you queasy
Calm it down
And I'll go to town.