Damn stupid!!

I sit here as i try to stop a tear from falling
I rub my eyes feeling guilt
For something I haven't done
I've just lost one of the closest friends I've had
And it's all because of another gal

I really wish I hadn't gone on habbo
As all its done is made me angry
and extremely upset
I can't believe this has actually happened
After all that we have been through

I sit and think how I could make it up to her
We'd only just planned to go out

I told her something i shouldn't have
And now because of me
She's prob gonna break another friendship
I shouldn't have told her in the first place
And if she does
Its gonna be all my fault
I'm already in such shame

As I hit my head
Realizing how stupid I was
To come on here in the first place
Seeing as I planned to stay off all day
But i couldn't hold it any longer

And now this has happened
Well I thank you from up above
For making this day the worst!!