Wondering why

I stand here alone wondering why
why didn't you take me along for the ride
wondering why I'm stuck here when you get to be there
thinking, knowing
its not fair
you got to leave
but not me
no i had to stay & suffer
alone
alone all the time
me myself ad i
i stand here now wondering why
so many questions
but yet no answers
are you there god?
am i not alone?
just answer one question
just one i promise
do you hate me this much?
to make me suffer
why do you hate me?
I'm a good girl i swear
i try to be fair do you?
do you think its fair 2 make me suffer and cry
and to make me wish to die
i try to love you i do
but how can you love some one who doesn't love you?
i know you don't love me no matter what you say
i know no one loves me
or they wouldn't have shipped me away