Again we tired again i failed,
and now Ur gone and i don't know what to say...
I love u and i miss u, but i messed it up...
i don't know what we r and y u ended it, all i know is that i really did care and still do...
I said i loved u, but its more than just that...i need u around me...i can't live w/out you..
oh god please help me i am dying...baby Ur my best friend and always will be..but for us to say good bye isn't what we r meant to be...
I have known u so long and learned to love again...and now its too late..to say i want u back to say i need u here..i always mess things up this is true..
i blame myself for everything in my life that is bad..
but do i have to do to get u back..i miss u so much ur touch and everything..
i love matthew!!!!