I felt it all so coming near
i feel nothing but my blood filled tear
i wish she was with me
i wish she was one i could see
but she has faded away and her memory almost gone
she was my golden swan
but then one day
i woke up and knew something wasn't right
i knew a life had been taken during the night
i woke up and ran to the kitchen
i had noticed there was a person missin
the television was blarin
and there i stood starin
as my life crumbled and fell apart
there were no more pieces to the once full heart
my mother my father
and the love of my life
were all taken from me that night
and now i sit here with the blade to my wrist
wondering
is this it?
