Bitter

Today was the first day,
That I became bitter.
It was the first day,
That I truly got pissed.
Not so bitter or pissed,
That I want us to end.
I love you,
And always will.
Everythings weird,
I feel different.
You're actin weird,
Making the situation different.
It sounds like,
You don't miss me.
Like there's other things,
On your mind.
I feel like,
I'm on the bottom of your list.
I know you love me,
That's not an issue.
Deep down,
I know I'm important.
But that doesn't change,
How I feel.
Maybe I'm being selfish,
Or too childish and immature.
Then again,
You'd say I'm not.
It all boils down to,
The fact that I don't want to lose you.
I don't want,
You to slip away.
You have friends,
I can understand that.
But I don't want to share you,
I just don't.
To be greedy and selfish is only human,
And that's what I am.
All I want is to be with you,
To see you.
Every second of every hour,
Of every day.
I just want to see you,
To hear your voice.
To feel your arms around me,
To hear you breath.
I'd give anything,
Anything at all.
Because I'm greedy,
I'm human, and I'm bitter.