Wow, Jacki... So heart-wrenching.... unfortunately, I know exactly how you feel. If you haven't found them already, checkout my poems: "My Dream is Gone", "I Quit", "Babies in Heaven" Feel free to email, me too if you want to talk.

~Ann

I am so sorry for you. Cheer up. Don't give up faith in god. He will listen. YOu are still so young. Don't worry. You will have a beautiful baby so soon. I will always remeber you in my prayers. Do pray for others who have the same or worse situations compared to you. Then God will hear your prayers more soon. Good luck.

your poem is very good, it made me cry, i can feel your pain causse i don't think i can have kids either. But god can always hear you. You just have to wait and listen somethimes you won't get an answer right away but he hears everything.

I feel sometimes the way you do about God, at times ignoring him, when i was younger denying His existence at all. My sister recently lost her baby, and i think that God helped her through it. Hold on to hope. Hold on to your love for your husband. Hold on to God.

That was amzing! Dont you ever loose faith or hope in god..He will always be there to read to speak and to listen! You will get a baby but maybe god dont think your ready ya know...I hope everything will go good! Its so great of you to god to god other then a friend you know! dont loose hope and your in my prayers!much love!

nice poem, i really like the way u expressed ur self in it, good job

I wish you all the best and hope your prayers are answered. But the satisfaction in knowing you've made things right should have its own rewards. Don't give up.

Wow Jackie that was incredible...I was talking to my boyfriend last night about having a baby...God it's been a dream since I was 14....I was that young and wanted a baby more than anything in the world...I'm ready now and I hope that when I start trying it happens and I will pray for you...I hope it all works out for you if it hasn't already.