Where are You

How come I can never find you?
I look for you everywhere I go.
It seems like so long ago.
Everywhere I look,
I can see something that reminds me of you.
_I went to your school today,
And just wanted to run away.
It reminded me of you,
And the things we use to do.
It made me sad,
To see everyone happy,
Cause they found old buddies
And I felt so crappy.
_I couldn't find you.
Somehow I needed to snap out of it and pull through.
Your face is fading slowing in my mind,
Its like I'm becoming blind.
I can only remember those small details,
Like the color of your hair and the way you use to laugh.
_Its been twelve years,
Since that first day.
We've been through our fears, and maybe some tears.
Heck, we've even been through some fights.
But thats what makes the friendship best,
That we can get through anything
That life will bring
_For some reason I always think you'll show up,
Just right there out of the blue.
Do you ever think about the old times?
Maybe just sometimes?
Or am I just making a fool out of myself?
Is it stupid to think this will come true,
That one day I'll find you?
_I know exactly what I would do if I saw you,
I'd run up to you and give you a hug.
And I'm sure I wouldn't be able to get the smile off my face.
You can never be replaced.
Your one of a kind.
And you'll always be on my mind.