What i did was wrong
i know this
i wish i would not lie
and i wish i had not made you cry
i wish a lot of things but so far none have come true
i wish you would come back to me
i wish you weren't so beautiful
i wish i would smile again
but i can not without you here
I've cried more than you know and i know you have cried too
I'm a messed up person you knew that but you loved me anyway
i loved you cause you were and are the only man I'll ever be able to trust
you know what has happened to me
you know it all to well
and so you know how much strength it took me to trust any man
because my heart has been torn out of my body and broken part by part
you said you would mend it for me
and that promise you did keep
but my insecurities have once again weaken my heart that you made strong
and for all the wrong I have caused you i deserve that and i know that when you read this you will forget it all the same but deep down inside you will forget all the pain
but still you will not call me
or visit me anymore
cause I'm a lier a cheat and a wh***.
(mark i know you'll see this and you know i still love you but i know what i have done has completely damaged you. but you know I\'m always here and your the only man for me. your the only man i trust fully and completely.)
