Will I miss you?

Can this be true?
Is it really real?
I can finally know,
The way that I feel?

Is it no longer you I want?
Is it someone else now?
Am I finally over you?
It is true, but how?

Will I miss your smile?
Or the way that you held me?
Will I ever think again,
Maybe we're meant to be?

Will I miss you when you hug me?
Will I want you more?
Will I miss when we first met?
And the way "we" were before?

Will I miss your big blue eyes?
Or your shiny black hair?
Will I say this is cruel,
And totally unfair?

Will I want you back?
Like I used to still do?
Will I ever want to love you,
In hopes you'll love me too?

Will I ever want to change myself,
To Someone I am not?
I don't think I will,
Because I've got the guy I want.

But will I ever think of you,
When I happen to be with him,
Will I call him by your name,
Hoping you'll want me back again?

Will I miss it when we chat on line?
And you say sweet things to me?
Will I ever hope that
You'll think about me?

Some time in my lonely dreams,
Will I hope you'll want me too,
No, because lately,
My dreams are with someone new.

But what if it happens I say,
And I don't happen to be over you yet,
And I miss you again,
And the day we met?

I have asked myself these questions,
But none of them are true,
So I ask them again,
But I'm finally over you.

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Hey everyone, please let me know what you think. It means a lot. I wrote it about a guy I have like for over a year now but I think I am finally over him. I am going to get back together with the one I was on a trial separation with. It just isn't the same and I miss him. So I am pretty sure I am over this guy, and I would really like to know what you think. Please vote and comment. Thanks bunches, and please all the haters just try to hold back and stay away. Thanks.