What do you think you are?
who are you?
you say you love me
I hear you all the time
I can't help but question you
question your true feelings
question how many times you've spoken these words to another
do you say what you mean?
do you just utter lies?
I can never tell
your personality changes
I never know the real you
at school you seem fake
over enthusiastic
even idiotic
so different
our time alone is so much better
you act like a different person
but which is the real you
i don't know what to think
in reality i can never tell
no matter how hard I try
you tell others what I'm feeling
though I don't want them to know
I want to be seen as happy.......... normal
I want you with me
but sometimes
I want you to leave me be
I don't want to be hurt again
or go through rough emotion
So i go on sheltering myself
unable to understand you
or what your truly feeling
I love you
but i don't know if you really love me
even though you whisper those words to me
day after day
but is it reality?
is it real?
are you there for me?
I don't know
you say you are
but
I don't know
