I Hate

I hate you
I hate the things you say
I hate the way you make me want you
More and more with each and every day

I hate the way you smile
I hate the way you laugh
I hate the way you say sweet things
I hate when you help me with my math

I hate the way I look at you
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you get straight A's
I hate that we can't be

I hate everything you are
But I also hate me
I hate the fact that
You can't see me truly

I hate that you don't like me
More than just a friend
I hate how I feel about you
I hate how my heart will never mend

I hope some day you could look at me
The way you look at her
I hate the way you can't see
That we'd be perfect together

Rachel Crombie--7//29//04