You know that your life is falling apart when you can barely stay awake.
When you feel like everythings a mistake including you.
When every day of your life you feel the only way to get through it is to cut deeper and deeper.
And when you can't sleep one minute without being haunted by nightmares.
Because of people who hurt you and made your life crap.
Most of the time it's not even our faults and we get screwed.
Guys who think they can take advantage of you.
Moms who wish you were dead because your no more then a mistake and yell at you all day long.
Friends who just use you for the fun of it and talk behind your back.
A dad whos never home and just doesn't care when your mom hits you.
You know your life is falling apart when all you can think of is dying.
When people around you start becoming a blurr.
When the thought of losing everything you have doesn't effect you one bit.
And when you know that no one would ever care that you weren't around.
Because of other people...
Even when you don't do one thing to deserve it!!!
God, you really know when your life is falling apart when your mind completely fades away....
