Reasons I cry

Every time i fail it reminds me I'll never do anything right
Every time i lose i realize I'll never win
Every time i lose a guy it reminds my I'll be lonely all my life
Every time I'm not good enough i know I'll never will be
these are just some reasons i cry at night
Every time i lose a friendship i realize i must not be a good friend
When i never have a shoulder to cry on i know my tears are never seen
My fears never known, and my screams never heard
Just some reasons i cry at night

Every time my heart is broken then i believe it will never be whole again
As i watch the stars at night i know I'll never have any in my life
Watching the sun set and rise i forever know none will brighten up my days
So it gives me more reasons to cry

Trying but never succeeding in killing myself makes me wonder if I'll ever succeed
having good grades but not needing them makes me think I'll never have what i need
Everyday I'm sad i wonder if I'll ever be happy
every time i cry i wonder when my eyes will ever be dry
how many nights must i go through b/4 i give up or have to get through it

Every time i smoke a cigarette i hope i die from lung cancer
Every time you lecture me it tells me you'll never understand
When ever you don't understand i know I'll never get help

Why must i cry for all of this shit when I'm only 14?