I hate myself
Why doesn't anyone else
I see right through me
But I don't know what they see
For every good moment I had
It's like I had 10 bad
I want these feelings to go away
I want to live just one day
This hatred I have, it makes me sick
It's like someones playing a trick
I don't know if this will ever end
Because I am so sick of trying to pretend
I sit and I look onto the next day
Sometimes I think that there is no way
I wonder if it will be long
Until this pain is officially gone
