Silent crys
Silent lies
Silent feelings deep inside
Silent love too great to hide
Silent pain to all unknown
Silently abused she feels so alone
Silent secrets kept in that house
Silently she tries to escape as quiet as a mouse
She was silent for so long so many words unspoken
Finally....the silence is broken
But its too late.....she's been taken from this world
She now sits in heaven as a little angel girl
Dads in jail.....sister..dead
It's been so long since I've slept in a bed
only 15..& all alone..
Got no food....long for a home
Hatred that builds up more and more each day
I hate love i hate them is all i find myself to say
Theres a fierce fire burning inside
A fire i just long for to die
I feel so weak anything but strong
Death is so desiring i wont be waiting for long
I'm all alone....yet little light still shines through
And after all this how is it I'm still with you?
I listen to you not because i think I'm always right
Because of me there's always a fight
Me fighting with myself because u love too much 2 do that
Seeing others loved just pisses me off or makes me sad
Remember the red rose the represented my soul?
Well its black now hatred is my goal
What your still there? why didn't you leave?
leave me alone shut up you cant love me
I refuse to listen I'm not going to take this
I hate you i hate life I'm just going to end it
Whats going on? where am i at?
Am i dead? woowhoo at last!!
Why ain't it dark scary? and hot?
What I'm in heaven....no I'm not!
I shouldn't be here i hate you so
Why do you take the blame for my sins?hey where'd ya go?
Hey Jesus can you hear me? am i alone again?
Just wanted to let you know....I'm grateful you took my sins
The screams..as silent as they may have been
I still heard them over and over again
