I cry inside night and day
Never heard & i wont say
They tell me its unhealthy to keep it inside
But what else is there to do? where can i hide?
My tears flow beyond my control
I need them to stop they're drowning my soul
I want my happiness back its rightfully mine
Or else my life will resign
I can take it no more I'm going insane
It's the end I'm taking my life along with my pain
I'm leaving now I've giving up hope
I found a tree i need some rope
My rage inside will now come out
I'll show everyone on me they shouldn't have had any doubt
The names the threats the teasing will end
Pain through there mind is what i seek to send
A ruthless disease upon there souls
I will send them memories that'll take control
Wishing they had never messed with me
As my lifeless body hangs from a tree
Dark cold and alone i stand
I don't need friends who needs a man?
My friend my love my desire too
All of this rests in you
Do you know who you are? have you figured it out
It is you death your what my life is all about
My happiness will soon by obtained
as soon as my lifeless body hanging from a tree is the only remain
The memories....the hurt....the pain.. all gone
To this world my last words shall be a forever thought
It hurts.....i cant breathe
Flashing lights!? what can this be!!!???
a Confused feeling whats going on?
A beautiful melody....i know this song..
it's getting dark!I'm drowning! help me in scared
Can i be living my worse fear?
I'm released from my pain but the lonely has come
The lonely is going i can see the sun
Thats not the sun it's more light
It's as if death and life are in a fight
Who'll win? life must lose
Death is what i want i think.....again I'm confused
My loves face is painted in my memories
I want him so bad...yet i want him away from me
Am i giving the choice!? is it too late?
Has death taken over my fate ?
Do they want me still? or is death what i choose?
Death has won.........And life...you lose...
