Losing someone close is something most people dont like to deal with
why does God take someone who means so much to someone else?
but think about it, everyone in this world has to mean something to someone.
everyone cant stick around for the best of times, though that would be nice.
there is no one person who has absolutely no one that will care for them.
maybe they have no one who does..but they can find someone who will.
so why do the the good ones have to go? the ones who always looked to better days.
the ones who never thought about it happening to them, why?
is there any particular reason that they should be taken? if so..please tell me...
the constant heartbreak eats me from the inside, wishing i could see just one more smile.
just one more hug, or laugh, or even one more petty argument would make me happy now.
chances are all my hopes for happiness will never be forfilled, someone cant just be brought back.
i cant just go where they are either, im not quite ready for heaven...
theres too much to do around here, too many people i couldnt stand to disappoint.
but im so miserable without them here, what is left for me without their uplifting spirit to keep me going?
i would die a thousand times, if i knew that every time i would get the chance to see them..
just for a minute, even a second, just for a glimpse of that reassuring smile.
knowing that i wont have the chance for a long time, as far as i know, eats at me slowly.
i dont want to be here, not without them anyway. i just want them back, back in my arms.
i want to give them the last hug i never got to give, and say the goodbye that i never said.
it was an unexpected tragedy, how was i to know? i just want to say goodbye...the way its supposed to be.
