If you only knew what i felt inside
If you only knew all the times that I tried to cry
But the tears wouldn't come
They were frozen into solid ice
If you only knew what I went through
Would you rethink your decision
Would you have caused my heart to shatter into a thousand bitter pieces
If you only knew what i felt inside I think you would probably break down and cry
But you couldn't know because you wouldn't listen
You tried to pretend that I was the reason.
Kinda like your phony excuses about my jealousy and other bullshit treason's.
If you only knew all the times that I wanted to call but was too afraid that when I heard your voice I would just get tongue tied and fall.
If you only knew what I knew all the emotions I had buried inside maybe things would have turned out different
They aren't though and I cant even find a reason
If you only knew that i believe in the power of love and know that someday your heart will connect with mine and the fire will melt the ice.
If you only knew the love i felt for you and the pain your absence is putting me through
If you only knew....