I know everything seems like its all wrong, because I feel the same way when your not around. Its hard for me not to just call you and say whats up like usual. I know that we both hate fighting ...
I sit here on my bet clutching my head how could I of said all those things I said?
I didn't you to leave me behind and i feel so blind without you here by my side, I'm worried about you I dint want you drunk or all in some funk. Its weird and I hope you see it from my view and now that i see if from your view I can understand.
But please just give me a simple I'm sorry thats not from the Internet or in an e-mail..I wanted you to call me so I could hear you say it and make sure that we both apologize and go back to the good old days..please?
