Heartbreak

I feel it breaking...slowly, but never stopping. Somehow, jealousy became and clouded in my mind. I am utterly confused...nothing wants to make sense for me. I stare as my life takes a freeze in disbelief. I guess I was wrong in all my thoughts...they've all just turned into hopes and fantasy. I can feel the anxiety drawing on my heart, and sadness tumbling down. but I will never let go as long as I have a grip. It's a crack that doesn't heal but is gradually increasing...

H inting with ignorance
E verything in the world crumbles
A t cost of tears and sacrifice
R edeemable but never the same
T ime slows down when it happens
B ehind a hidden soul that is lost
R aining inside but sunny outwards
E ntering phases of truth and regret
A fter finding somethings can't last
K illing and wondering when it will end