Crazy unknown love

I am in love and don't know what to do
I am in love with this boy but don't know if he loves me too
I sit and think of him all the time
Not even knowing if i am ever on his mind
When i am on the phone with my sister
I always mention how much i want to be with him
In my diary his name is on every page
I write about how i hope the way he feels is the same
I know it sounds crazy like it is a waste of time
To think of a boy not knowing if i come across his mind
I just wish i could come out and tell him how i feel
How i know my love for him is so real
Tell him i believe that we can make it together
Let him know that i have loved him since forever
but first i have to do one thing
I have to build up my self-esteem
Just in case i get rejection
Instead of his love and affection

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