The pain you brought
The fear & hurt i fought
The stranger who broke my heart
The....thing who tore my feelings apart
The one whom when i was down made it worse
The truth that made the better hurt
The death i fought until the end
The desire that calls me that demands i give in
But, welcoming the pain
Will lead me to my fears
The fears of meeting that stranger
The stranger whom will turn into that emotionless thing
And the one whom makes it worse
Will reveal the truth to all
That death wants me
And i want it
I was Running , hiding , & crying
from you......
Now...Chasing , finding , Wanting.....
And letting you take your victory over me
I'm giving in
Cant wait until the end
Wanting absence of all here
I will now end all of my fear
I've been chasing 4 so long
Questions invade my mind will i be missed while I'm gone?
Will they cry over my death?
Will there be memories of me left?
I hear his voice he's telling me no
He says its not my time to go
He's saying i need to live 4 my family and friends
To be a good example and live just like him
I questioned him as if he'd change his mind
As if a different answer i was hoping to find
He says this because he loves me and i know that its true
I think I'm ready to except that Jesus, i love you too
