I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused...
it's like the world had suddenly paused
The lies, I still regret to this day,
the promises unkept, I truly say
I missed you like crazy with all my heart,
right from the day we were apart
I wish with my heart to take it all back,
to apologize with sincerity, something I lack
It was never meant to end this way,
with all the good times thrown away
The time you helped me face my fears,
and brushed away my cascading tears
And when I thought it was the end,
you helped me realize I had a friend
The time I needed help the most,
others saw through me, like a ghost
But you were there standing next to me,
you found me a door and gave me a key
A key that opened the love in my heart,
and changed my life, every little part
But with all you've done, I made a mistake,
I cheated and lied, for my own sake
And though I wish to take away the pain,
I know that it will never be the same.

...I'm sorry.