Down

I went down,
And no one knew,
About my fears,
Not even you.

Until I asked you,
"Do you have a minute?"
And you sat down,
Until I finished.

And when I was done
I started to bawl,
You held me in your arms,
With love and all.

You asked me,
If there was anything you could do,
I never answered,
But that was all good.

I couldn’t stop,
As if something had a hold of me,
My face was screwed up,
Eyes so blurry I couldn’t see.

And in that moment,
I realized something,
I realized that I loved you,
A friend sort of thing.

I wanted you to hold me forever,
And never let me go,
I knew that wouldn’t last,
But my feelings had to show.

And when you finally let me go,
My heart was finally relieved,
I let go of our love,
And said hello to being free.

So thank you josh,
For helping me.
I realized I really loved my friends,
And what was really between you and me...

And it’s great.

Love ya lots
Love~
Me