I have so many mixed emotions
going thru me right
now...
Feeling like I did all those months ago it scares me so much
I've finally found real love
and its not a lie
yet I still feel like
dieing inside...
I'm so afraid of all of this...
It scares me that someone can
really love me with no questions ask, I'm so afraid that I'll just end up hurting him
so afraid of loosing this.
I don't know why I still feel as if I'm never suppose to be happy...
I want to forget the past,
and I've tried but something always seems to happen and it comes back on me
twice as bad.
Love Scares Me!
