Never Goes Away

The nightmares that haunt and destroy my dreams
The wounds that flow with red blood streams
The pain that aches and brakes inside
The hatred that can no longer hide
The words I say, they breaks you down
The smile I gave that looks like a frown
The fear that keeps my dead soul alive
The frozen heart that is trying to survive
The thoughts that scare the living hell out of you
The fact that theres nothing you can do
The feeling that tears you life apart
The knowledge that I have can never outsmart
The answers that can never be revealed
The scars that were once cuts have now been sealed
The depression that will never go away
The disorder that wants to stay
The person that cant be helped or saved
The name that was on the stone engraved
The start that got worst until the end
The friend's and family that will attend
The death that was committed didn't stop the pain
As it still remained in the brain
Even if dead it never goes away.