Fake

My life is too hard
Its too much to take
I thought it would be
a piece of cake
Everyone has worries
I understand that
But it seems mine leave
me at the base with no bat
I cant deal with everyone
Yelling at me
Expecting me to be what
They want me to be
I cant tell them how I feel
cause who knows how they'd deal
I want all the pain to end
To just go away
And never come back another day
But smile now I guess I must
And show happiness I don't feel
Tell them all I'm doing great
And hope my attitude seems real
Because I want to scream
To hurt them as Ive been hurt
To watch their pain
To laugh in their faces
To show them how it feels.

***I know the rhyme scheme is a little off, especially at the end, but its how I felt at the time I wrote it***