My emotional ball

Can I bounce back this time from this hard and fearful fall?
People tell me my emotions are like a yo-yo I say, “No more like a ball.”

I fall hard and fast, but somehow, someway I find a way to bounce.
I normally am okay, I barely cry, not even enough to form an ounce.

It seems this time the impact of this last fall broke my heart.
So far I’ve put it back together, except a large part.

It’s the section you sold, the part you walked on.
I lay on the concrete listening and waiting for my heart to respond.

I think I’m still in shock; my body seems to be frozen in place.
I have no real emotion yet, let alone an expression on my face.

I’ve got faith in myself though, I am positive I will get off this ground.
I think about my status and I am starting to come around.

This bounce will be a slow one, but I know the day will be here.
I will walk on and not look back, and there is no way I am going to carry this fear.

I wont let this happen again, I will never let another in.
I will just have fun and play; I will never love someone ever again