Truth

I am such a liar about everything, about me.
I just wanna shout out and say the truth, but I am to afraid to.
I prayed and prayed thinking my senses would come to me, but as I laid there, i thought about the truth.
I wanna tell u so bad that it is making me mad. while I wait here for the bloom of youth to come to my truth.
I am just ashamed and I blamed everything on him for how my life is.
It's not fair to you, not knowing the truth, but I wanna share my life with you, knowing that i can tell u the truth easy going.
You just seem better than me that I get ashamed of myself.
But as I wrote u this letter, about me and the truth, hoping that you can understand and take my hand to be with you.