After Burn

The piercing light,
Dismembered smile,
Cursed eyes.
Yet all the while,
Enchanting Me,
With her sweet breath.
I Need not see,
That her Heart left.
I Need not worry,
She is my fears.
I need not be scared,
I see her tears.
Yet she is cruel,
This pain Is Great.
I feel human,
I feel the Hate.
I feel the torment,
The slashing of her eyes.
I See her lonesome,
I hear her cries.

I Feel nothing,
Though I once did.
I Am Going to explode,
From all my emotions hid.
I Am betrayed,
For i gave trust.
I Am destroyed,
Robbed of this gentile lust.
I Am But a fool,
I Pawn in this sickening game.
How can you hurt me so,
And towards yourself feel no shame.

Forget our cruel past,
It means Not a thing.
Not even a knife,
Can match the pain you bring.
So I am blinded now,
By the shed of hope i once knew,
Now remind me once again,
Why the F* ck i was with you...