My angel

This is about a guy I knew. As you can see I didn't actually die, but it sure felt like it because what I wrote is the exact opposite of what happened.
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Blood flows down in a crimson trail,
A life now destroyed by betrayl,
Words will never say how I feel,
For there is no life, but you are real,
I can't hold back my love for you,
The pain I feel is strong, it's true,
Death surrounds me, cloaked in darkness,
Light flows through, bright, not distorted,
I know you are that light and how,
You destroyed these lies I wonder now,
I have no will to kill anymore,
It's all because of you,
I realise you're my demise,
Though your love just feels so true,
I lived my whole life fearing me,
Making each second an agony,
Each time I look into your eyes,
I realise you know my lies,
As my life now ends here in your arms,
You're forever engraved in my heart,
I feel your tears upon my skin,
The silence speaks of the sorrow within,
I know I'm false and you are real,
Though, unlike my soul, my wounds won't heal,
Fatal they are but my body feels no pain,
For I now forget the world's disdain,
I know I will heal for I know you care,
I love you more as you still stay there.