I no longer know who i am
or even what i stand for
I've worn a mask for so long
that i no longer know if this is me
or just that....a mask
i have so many feelings, hopes
so many ideas, and dreams
but are they real
or just in my head
Is it what i want
or what everyone else wants
everything i am or have ever been
is locked away deep inside
will i ever find it
will i ever truly be
will i ever love how i choose to love
whom i choose to love
will i ever live out the dreams
i have always dreamed
or will i continue to live
as i have, for the rest of the world
do i posses the ability to dream
to love, to live
or am i just a puppet in this world
do i posses the voice to speak out
or am just another broken string
in the orchestra of life
the thoughts, the feelings
the hopes and dreams i have
are not that which i live,
i love, i want......
will i ever be able to look
into a mirror and see the woman
i once used to be
