Does it make me a bad person?

Does it make me a bad person to express myself on my wrists? because thats all i know to do

does it makes me a bad person to be so depressed all the time?
Even if i cant help it

does it make me a bad person to sit up all night crying and cutting because i had a bad day? because no one seemed to care.

does it make me a bad person to lay in a bathtub wishing i would die? because no one was there to hold me close.

does it make me a bad person to say what i feel through my poetry? because i have no other way to do it.

does it make me a bad person to sit at home on Saturday nights sitting in a corner in my room crying all night? because i have no real friends.

does it make me a bad person to cut myself like you people are saying in some of your poems saying that people who cut are bad and selfish and that kinda hurts because it makes me think I'm a bad person..... so am i still a bad person because i cant help it