Nothing's Waiting

I feel as if my life is never ending
And I sit here forever pending

I don't know what's waiting behind the light
But I will find out because I'm sick of the crying at night

They called it depression
But it's more of a bad obsession

The razors and knives
Kill so many lives

How would you like to know when you're gonna die
Stress about it all day and your friends think it's a lie

I can't live this life of pain
Because there's nothing left to gain

Today I fell with my bottle of alcohol
And I found out there's nothing waiting for me at all...

(This is resubmitted)