One Day You Will Understand

On day you will understand
Exactly how I feel
Right now I feel invisible
Like I am not real

You barely talk to me
You act like I am not there
Like I will jump up and down
And pull out all my hair

But one day you will understand
What it is like to be
Someone with a miserable life
Someone like me

You told me you loved me
But I do not think it can be prov-en
Because I do not know where your heart is
Or even where it has been

But one day you will understand
The kind of life I have today
But what about tomorrow?
I have alto more to say

What if I were
To die right now?
Would you fall by my side?
Would your tears fall to the ground?

But one day you will understand
What I feel this moment
And all the help
I have to get

But I can not get helped
Do you know why?
Because people like me
Have trouble saying good-bye

But one day you will understand
What it is like to be alone
And to write like this
A honest poem

What is your
Definition of love?
During a typical school day
Who do you think of?

But one day you will understand
What it is like to be head over heels
And how it is to be me
And feel the way I feel

On a typical school day
Do you think of me?
Do you think about your life?
And the way it would be?

But one day you will understand
How to treat some girl
The way I think of you
And how to me you are my world

What would
Your life be
If you did not have to deal with
Someone like me?

But one day you will understand
How depression takes over you
And how your life can fill with
Darkness and a moldy mildew

Depression is a strong word
Just like hate
But if I died today
Would it be too late?

But one day you will understand
How to comprehend
How I can move
With the emotions that bend

And someday you will
Be stuck in an awkward twist
And think about all the things
You have missed

But one day you will understand
How to receive a gift
A gift of true love
One too heavy to lift

It is a weight on my shoulders
That will not go away
I guess it is pure love
That will be here to stay

But one day you will understand
How to live a life
Full of passion and love
One that is not like mine

I pay a price
To be in love with you
I usually do not get to talk
Unless I am spoken to

But one day you will understand
How grateful I am today
And how I make a sacrifice
On the price I have to pay

My feelings for you
You cannot put into words
And maybe even someday in a white dress
It is you I will walk towards

But one day you will understand
That my fairy tale CAN come true
All it is that
It is all up to you

You can make it happen
You can make it survive
I will help the love
Because half of the feelings are mine

But one day you will understand
Why I write these things
It is because of my life
You and my feelings

I am a writer
I write what I think
I think you are the world to me
And that you are the missing link

But one day you will understand
How to be looked upon
And how to be
Looked down on

It is getting late
And I do not care
Because I know you are standing
Reading this in your hands right there

But one day you will understand
Exactly what I am made of
Whether it is blood or muscle
I am full of love

You are a great person
Do not get me wrong
But I have a problem
That should be looked upon

But one day you will understand
What love can do
Love can do amazing things
Is love doing them for you?

Because when I am around someone
Like someone I really love
I start again
Thinking of

But one day you will understand
What I am feeling right now
And how every time I see you
Underneath my breath I say WOW

Because you are breath taking
In my point of view
But you need to know
That there are very few

Who totally understand
How to be a real man
And who are always telling me
ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND