I hate my life
i hate where i got myself
i hate knowone but me
i only have myself to blame
what a shame, i want things to change, sooo bad
but i feel stuck, i can't move
i'm reaching but not grabbing
i try, but then i fall
it's a never ending cycle,
that will not come to an end
sometimes i want to end it myself
but i will never take the easy
way out. I know what i have to do
to make myself feel better
but i feel i don't have to tools
to get there. I feel hopeless
i need help, i thought i would
overcome this feeling
but instead it keeps proceeding.
i wish it was a dream, a bad dream
and i could wake up
with a new life, a life that was better
a life where i loved myself,
and people loved me.
