Why does it have to be so hard?
I live day by day as a total retard!
I am not OK nor happy,
I wake up and feel crappy!
I always feel down and depressed
I'm feeling like in a grave i should rest,
I don't know why I feel this way,
I hope it can be fixed someday
I wish that I had a reason to live
and I wish that I had more to give!!
I want to commit suicide,
But i just cannot decide!
I don't know the difference between right and wrong
and I have been in love for so long.
and even that just brings me pain
I cant breath i am going insane!
I wish there were a way to help me!
maybe then i would want to be included in on this life on earth
to discover why my mom gave birth!
why does it have to be fate?
when all it brings is hate hate hate!!
