Behind My Face

My mind is so cluttered, I don't know what to write,
I think I am losing this merciless fight
There is only one thing in the world I want,
and it just sits there to tease and taunt

Approaching soon is the date for court,
wishing my life would just stop short
I don't want to deal with this,
I've already gotten my fantasy kiss

I no longer dream or wish at night
I just live on with all my might
I take up space and waste the air
I'm just a statue that has hair

No one gives a crap about how I feel,
they all say I am to young for it to be real,
No one believes that I too feel pain,
and no one gets that I am going insane,

Everyone thinks they know whats inside,
but they don't know what I still hide
Someone should spend a day in my place,
so they can see the world from behind my face!