I'm in this dark room
that you will soon
see as the scene of my death
you will see the cuts on my wrists
and will see my hands.. in angry fists
angry about all the things that were wrong with me
and how you and me could never be
i wanted to be boyfriend and girlfriend and lovers forever
but you and me couldn't be together
so i cut myself to heal the pain
to scratch the itch and make u remember my name
i was nick the one you tossed aside
i tried to keep all the feelings inside
but i couldn't....they were eating me alive
with that much pain there was no way to survive
so i cut deeper than before to relieve this pain
relief was found and gratification came.....
i was lost......but u remembered my name
